everything i wrote down in my notes app today

 i don't have any focus of what i'm doing with any of these but i just write down thoughts and things that i might want to make into some sort of writing eventually in my life or possibly never:

im lacking nuance in my old age

broken muffler and last minute plane tickets

my mistakes become so common they are decisions

i haven't had hands on my scalp in how long 

so i braid and braid and braid until i don't

recognize the feeling, don't need it for months

on end except it only lasts for about ten

minutes before i realize my hands are not

enough

hes the one for me they said hes so ugly thank

fucking god because there is nothing left for

me but him

in my car looking up dyslexia symptoms 

pressing gas and brake i'm not sure which is 

which

my mind remembers

my body remembers but my mind doesn't 

another day my mother blames me for losing my head

so many young innocent girls on tiktok

nnn:no nut never

my quest to not cum for the rest of my life